ON THE CRUCIAL STAGE
Hey there!
Welcome to another blog.
It's been a while since I've posted one. A lot happened during the past few months. Well, aside from my birthday, I've been faced by a number of circumstances I don't even know how to describe 'em in a word.
If you would call being "emotional" a vulnerability, then I must say I can agree 'cause that's where I am right now. Emotional in the sense that I am feeling a lot of emotions, I don't even know when and how long I can process these. Right now, I feel like I am again going low on my fuel tank and that anytime I'll go flat along the way. This is not my first time to go through this, it's just that this season it's different.
Before I reached my 25th birthday, I had a feeling of both excitement and anxiety. This is my first time to feel such kind of emotions especially when approaching my birthdays. I knew that time that when I stepped on my 25th everything will be NEW and REAL. It feels like most things went back to zero and that I am re-learning 'em again.
Lately, I was faced by consecutive confrontations from people. I've also faced different circumstances which caused me to be downhearted--- family, work and self. When all I thought I was already okay, I was not, and I am not. Yes, Nanay Patet was true when she said that this season would be a crucial one for me because this will be the time when I'll get to know more about myself and the reality of life. AND SO FAR, IT IS SOOOOOOO HARD. I never thought being 25 could be this challenging. I could state all the realizations I've got but it will make this so long so maybe some other blogs soon.
I just wanted to share this thinking that maybe someone out there is going through a transition as well. If you are, I just want to encourage you to be strong and have good courage. Know that in all these changes we are facing right now, God is with us. He is seeing us through. He is very willing to pour out His grace on us. So, be gracious with yourself as you go through the process, love. May it be a process of uprooting your old self or a process of moving forward, know that the Lord will never leave you.
It's been a while since I've posted one. A lot happened during the past few months. Well, aside from my birthday, I've been faced by a number of circumstances I don't even know how to describe 'em in a word.
If you would call being "emotional" a vulnerability, then I must say I can agree 'cause that's where I am right now. Emotional in the sense that I am feeling a lot of emotions, I don't even know when and how long I can process these. Right now, I feel like I am again going low on my fuel tank and that anytime I'll go flat along the way. This is not my first time to go through this, it's just that this season it's different.
Before I reached my 25th birthday, I had a feeling of both excitement and anxiety. This is my first time to feel such kind of emotions especially when approaching my birthdays. I knew that time that when I stepped on my 25th everything will be NEW and REAL. It feels like most things went back to zero and that I am re-learning 'em again.
Lately, I was faced by consecutive confrontations from people. I've also faced different circumstances which caused me to be downhearted--- family, work and self. When all I thought I was already okay, I was not, and I am not. Yes, Nanay Patet was true when she said that this season would be a crucial one for me because this will be the time when I'll get to know more about myself and the reality of life. AND SO FAR, IT IS SOOOOOOO HARD. I never thought being 25 could be this challenging. I could state all the realizations I've got but it will make this so long so maybe some other blogs soon.
I just wanted to share this thinking that maybe someone out there is going through a transition as well. If you are, I just want to encourage you to be strong and have good courage. Know that in all these changes we are facing right now, God is with us. He is seeing us through. He is very willing to pour out His grace on us. So, be gracious with yourself as you go through the process, love. May it be a process of uprooting your old self or a process of moving forward, know that the Lord will never leave you.
TAKE THE PROCESS. TRUST THE LORD. You might be surprised you just reach the breakthrough you've been praying for!
All the love,
Renaissan🦋
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